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From the desk of: Alan B. Mac Farlane, M.A. P.O. Box 9554 Santa Rosa, Ca 95405 ___________________________________________________________ This letter is dedicated to the loving memory of Polly Klass
December 27, 1993
To: Mr. Gorbachev, Mr. Perot, Mr. Clinton, Mr. Hosokawa, Mr. Mitterand, Mr. Foley, Ms. Feinstein, Mr. Bouros-Ghali, Ms. Walters, Mr. Rather Greetings Everybody:
Hope the Winter Solstice holidays are in agreement with you. Winter into the return of light always has had great spiritual significance. Boy, these last three months have been some heavy times. Coming out of the shadow of the year, the forces of darkness time has been intense; in the main because of those who use the Forces of Darkness for ill. Evaluations and reevaluations on how individuals look at society and how society perceives individuals. I have been working with my Integrative Body Psychotherapy over the past months, lots of buried emotions arose which in turn strengthen my PTSD issues from my military service. Quite a dump I got from my trickster/healer. There is much to do, and I have had to come to the conclusion that I must devote my energies to my personal healing now. It feels good to have people in my life who want the best for me. Life is better now. Last Christmas, the local Vietnam Veterans of America Chapter feed me for the whole month. Here in San Francisco, there is the California Graduate School of Psychology. They are on the cutting edge of the psychotechnology for Systems and Dysfunctional Psychology. They were the first, at the vanguard, of exploring and training clinicians to work on healing the illness that kills itself. Dr. Martin Kirschenbaum is the founder of this school and frequently goes to Europe; Germany, Poland, Russia, since the Iron Curtain came down and in his working with Europe's local scientist/artists in healing; he intends to have them at the school to mix with the local psychology and train in the healing arts. If any of you have an interest in meeting him while he is in Europe, contact the school at 1859 Scott Street, 94109. If you see Marty; please extend my warmest regards to him for me. I see him as a generous, rather healthy, high caliber individual. President Clinton and Senator Feinstein already know of the school and will be helpful on the government end in getting your people to this world institute of training. It is a good school, but they, like most other psychologists haven't yet admitted that a person can only go so far with mind talk; for most people have to go in to the Body/Soul through Applied Psychophysiology interventions. That is where the ruptured Feminine resides, for with the trickster/healer, it controls the physical, the Body. The Female, while holding genius and spirituality; also holds community, conviviality, containment ( a lack of the feminine results in riot, war, murder) and eroticism. With the puritanical and papal constraints on sex; eroticism, creativity, and playfulness (it's darkside is murder) of the Female were buried in the collective and are now coming up for us to work on in balance to the Four Horsemen (the symbolism is in the horse, not the man symbol as much; Jung's "AnimalGod", it's darkside is the Beast, that which has all the spiritual power over the physical realms). Eroticism, the Soul, the Female is the connection to the physical, to the Body, which the transcendent function is mimicked in the sexual orgasm's pattern. As a person's orgasmic/romantic approach and pattern is; much in the same way they do life. The more your open and explore your orgasmic pattern, so it is you open and explore life. The more your hide or fear sex, the more you close your life, or fear your living. There are many orgasmic patterns (part of Time Spirit), pulses, (hearts, lungs, and brains have different pulses; at times all pulses are in unison) to the planetary consciousness; which incidentally, this pattern can also be seen in all the worlds Shamans clinical prognosis stories. The Bible, like the Uphanashades, or any spiritual system of knowledge, are an archetypal road map to that part of the mind. The big secret here is that the Trickster/Healer is in charge of all the parts of the mind. That is the key to any psychophysical conundrum. If you get this, you have gotten 90 % of what this stuff is all about. God, all the shit society gets from saying that sex is bad. It isn't, it is what you do with sex that can be damaging. Sex is life! That is why sexual abuse messes up people's lives so much. So, there are boundaries, remember; the container. Are you people starting to get a handle on the polythematic ramifications from honoring the Right Brain/Female energies? This is part of the description of the Block (the Illness that Kills Itself) to our social wellness. I really wish most of you people would get off of sex. And as long as a marriage behaviour is not criminal, let the couple work their issues out in private; leave them alone unless they are the ones who make the issue public. Or show equality and display your editor's or media owner's peccadillo on the headline news. Ready for more orgasms now. I spoke years ago about the Cracker Jack box metal cricket clicker, to where one pushes on it more and more than it finally snaps. The orgasmic pattern in much the same way is how people, countries, and the planet alters it's consciousness and grows in their transcendent function; and like all orgasms, it starts in the mind, and eventually takes place on the physical. That avenue can prove to be a means of diagnosis and extrapolation of living events in these healing changing times. That is why Air Power didn't work with Somalia; and enough Earth Power is now there to perform Tribe-a-cide for payback if the gangsters do not want to be civil. I am sure glad Mr. Clinton is running that and not me. Oh, for a bigger orgasm, you do not pull harder on the trigger, you put a bigger charge behind it. This takes time and romance. My effort with you in these letters is to take the charge away from the not so good side, and put it in to the good side. We only have so much time. I do appreciate your participation. When the therapeutic professions understands and actualizes this transcendent function that goes through the psychological structure that makes placebo effect, miracle cures, and voodoo death occur, I am confident that the success rate for psychotherapeutic intervention will go to 90 %, as opposed to the current 30 %. In part, these archetypal road maps is how I see the paths of life we are walking on, and the transcendent orgasmic pattern to the pacing we make. Before I continue with this letter, there are some points that I want to expound upon in my last letter to you. When I spoke of the "bubble" where on this side we live, and on the inside is God/Buddha/Tao. That description is not exactly accurate, however given the languaging on this planet that is mostly based in commerce and not in spirituality; it is the best I can do for the moment. To that picture of the bubble, I just want to add that when you leave your earthsuit you go "up", hopefully through the top of your head, toward the center of the universe where the Crack of Time and you resides. And while that direction is "up" , "out" and "away" from your earthsuit and the planet; you are actually going within; to who you actually are, on the inside of the bubble, in your light body. That in part is why the Red People buried their dead in the Sky. It is the trip of a lifetime; what a ride. Hug yourself when you get there, you deserve it. Another point has again to do with abortions. It is the sex trip people avoid, so that is part of the reason why I am on it. Query me this, I say to Mr. Fallwell, Mr. Robertson and JP2; where in the Bible (or any system of spiritual knowledge for that matter) does it say that a zygote or a fetus that has not taken, nor is it able to take in, its "breath of life, chi, prana"; is "alive", has a "soul", must be saved, and it is murder if you spill the seed on the ground? Please use your personal Bible to support your position instead of a sonogram of a lump of protoplasm virtually indistinguishable from most other lumps of protoplasm. The Nazarene said there were sheep who were not of his flock and the religious people think they have the best, most accurate, perfect story to run your life by. Jehovah's Witness, Catholic, Fundamentalists, Buddhists, Moslem who ever; all the same, if taught that way. (Red People's Spirituality is different, to walk that path forget turning over a new leaf in life; you have to turn over the whole darn tree.) For the other religions it is the one up/one down stuff. The Christians endeavor to rescue and save oh so many Souls, and they have no idea that the only Soul you can save, is the one you came into life with, and that is your own Soul; nobody else's. That is why I have let go of what you people do in response to my letters. I only say what I see. I do not tell you how to run your lives. If what you decide to do is painful, so be it; everybody will get to the same place in the Heart eventually. Your pain and suffering are your best teachers; not me. I really don't know how all this stuff will turn out. I can only comment on the process, the here and now. I am holding for a powerful, healing, growing birthing into the Heart Chakra with little blood and lots of water (tears). Lots of people want the blood; then they may get the tears anyway; but that is not a care for them. They want it that way simply because they think they are right and all others are to blame. We are making progress towards the less painful lessons end of the spectrum, though still remain somewhere in the middle. Keep up the good work. Using the archetypal road map to the Bible, one can examine the Blame System and apply the Systems Theory for triangulating to God, Lucifer (trickster- healer; father earth; forces of darkness, Female, Soul), Adam and Eve (world of binary opposites and dichotomies) with it's connection to truth and knowledge (the other tree, staff, rod, grounding was Physical Immortality). With all the blaming starting with the God threat to man, he passes buck to woman and then she passed it to Serpent (wasn't a snake; BIG difference; look to the caduceus of healing, kundalini, and orgasms) who in turn tricked God with his own Spoken Word for the needed healing. Since then God has become more mellow after the Mosaic law was fulfilled where all you really do, is Love God, Love Your Neighbor and Show Good Fruitage of the Spirit. Human Beings are still catching up to be more mellow. Well, Blaming is a very primitive psychological structure. A Cro-Magnon mentality, emotionally based, and it in turn is locked down with the darkside tree of knowledge: deception, denial, and obfuscation. People do it because Blaming relieves you of the Guilt in taking Responsibility for your life. So, to do something healthy with Blaming Systems; you have to deal with healthy and toxic guilt, and in being responsible for your life. This is why I have been after your Guy's with supporting the USSR - Russian transformations. With the sophisticated neurosis of the European Mind, along with their immature quality of blaming people for hard times following decades of poor social engineering they really had nothing to do with, today is what you get. And that is what they have to take responsibility for, doing nothing. The Oriental Mind got off of Blaming a long time ago. And may I labor a small point; we, the so called civilized west, had much to do with it. That is what my forefathers did, and their missing the mark falls on to the shoulders of his sons. So, let us, in our measure, take responsibility. Russia is taking responsibility for Russia. I fail to see why some of you guys have such a hard on for Communism. It is like all Ism's: when they are being a higher power to people. However, one distinction to Communists was witnessed in their dying in the Nazi death camps. The Communists always contributed to people's lives, eased suffering, shared life in their dying; like Polly did; but Polly did it throughout her whole living as well as her dying. This is the big reason why Israel does business with Communists from time to time. Communism, like all Isms', have good and has not so good. Israel, knows Communism's bottom line; which is a very good place in deed. This is why Communism will not die out in the world; go through changes - yes. Strong foundation to the Russian psyche, schitzo upper structure. It's weight through time brought the collapse, just like in any poorly constructed building; and will happen to the US of A, if we do not heal ourselves properly. As Europe is being rebuilt in it's transformations, it costs time, money, hard work; inside and out. Great good fortune to participate in the barn raising; however you must honor the foundation. A lot of what I present for your review are issues that are simple, but are not easy to do. The process of healing and recovery in the Applied Psychophysiology system of knowledge is always simple, but not easy to do. I never look for the ideal, but if there is an ideal team (the planetary family), that team works in an environment where healthy relationships are nurtured. Trust, shared responsibilities and good communications within the planetary team are essential. Every member (country on the planet) of the team must be encouraged to be able to find their appropriate expression and contribution. In another way, the healthy family is a microcosm of society and the native soil in which ethical values take root and grow. Fertilize this soil, and the whole planet benefits. And just like the wise farmer who selects the proper plants to grow in harmony with the existing environment and diligently waters all the plants unique to their individual needs; beware that the nourishing waters of peace and prosperity also spring weeds. In this light know that small sins do harm. A deaf ear to legitimate grievances in small matters tends to bring on toxic guilt at such a pace that will lead you to no alternative but to take stern measures latter on. The Corruption of Rome is deeply rooted in the planetary consciousness. When rooting out this corruption with the reforms that are leaping on to the energy of enforced changes, know that danger is always present. If you remain alert to the risks inherent in all change you will be able to avoid much possible damage. Remember that reforms are not a panacea to the corruption of Rome. The reforms must be watched carefully, particularly in the early stages, to see that the previous rot is not carried along as well. And do not ignore the bad apples but seek to contribute to their lives to become good apples. Some apples have turned off their listening, with them it is wise to put up boundaries and be wary of them. Contributions to spiritually blind and emotionally deaf people is quite wasteful. As is with institutions that become more important than the individual, this is putting the cart before the horse. All the overtime hours that business is putting on people is penny wise and dollar foolish. You will eventually burn out talented and skill workers, takes about 18 to 24 months after you start; which is right about now. Similarly, we warehouse felons and release time bombs on the populace. Proper therapy will work on most of them; while three strikes your out never will. The pathologicals would be better served to be placed on an island, given the tools to support themselves, and live among people who speak the same killing language. When Water Spirit gets here, it is easy to extrapolate that water laws will be made because of our own poisonings. When people sell a property, the water must be tested and if below standards of health, that a licensed water filter will be installed for the new tenant. After 7 generations of this perhaps the water will be cleaner and the toxins will then be contained for other uses. In San Francisco, the local government admits the city water is lead poisoned. Maintain white water and sewage water plumbing lines, do not go to a gray water system. Water Spirit is still shaking from JP2's visit and something good fell out from Air Spirit. There is a new isotonic sea water product on the market. It has all the trace elements in accurate proportion to blood, brain, and womb fluids. This is much different than colluded or chelated minerals sources. It is said that blood has an electricity to it (needs the minerals to make the charge to where the blood cells repel each other). In the first stages of any disease process, that electrical charge is lost and the blood cells glom on to each other. In closing I want to share that what happened to Polly Klass affected me deeply. I lost my daughter through a long psychological illness called custodial parent alienation syndrome. Started when she was a year old, and was helped along by State Law and Court action. Our last contact was when she was 8; last letter when she was 13. Now at 15 she emotionally died to me. Lost Joy Bol, another spiritual sister. I mourn the leaving of their earthsuits. I honor the lessons Polly has taught us, and I honor those we have yet to learn. It is beautiful to see adults look out for all children in my community; it is the Red Woman's way. An Indian parent never spent time with a child while in anger, The parent would send the errant child to the chosen "grandparent" who had the maturity, love, and care to sharpen the child's spiritual aim in a manner that maintained dignity. Some say this is a powerful way to get better at hitting the mark. It's good politics too. To bad, Richard Davis didn't get that 40 years ago. Joy, like Polly, was so very brave. They never cease to be a contribution to people's lives, and they always, always respected the journey. It seems that Polly literally sacrificed her life so that other's may live a better, fuller life. Quite a gift. If Polly and Joy were to say something to you, I intuit that they would share this: When Health is absent Wisdom can not reveal itself Art can not be manifest Strength can not be exerted Wealth becomes useless and Reason is powerless Go well my good friends. Ho !!! Mum-taka-wa-shie !!! Alan B. Mac Farlane |
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