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From the desk of: Alan B. Mac Farlane, M.A. P.O. Box 9554 Santa Rosa, Ca 95405 12 February 1994
To: Mr. Gorbachev, Mr. Perot, Mr. Clinton, Mr. Hosokawa, Mr. Mitterand, Mr. Foley, Ms. Feinstein, Mr. Bouros-Ghali, Ms. Walters, Mr. Rather Greetings Everyone: Well, it is time to acknowledge changes again. I am really glad you are here to hear me. It feels good. It is also time for you people to know more about me. Just who I am in the world, or who I think I am. Most of what I share with you will be in the genre of "what happened"; or as best as I can put words to it anyway. You guys already know about my letters over the past seven years and what information I have imparted to bring us to these Crossroads in Time Spirit. The CIA has the best collection. When I look back on it, it is quite a history. Always my effort is for a better future to bring our presence to. I have talked of that open door called deathbirth between Here and There. For me, my life process for the past 18 years has been to get here to the planet from where ever I was. A rather painful process from what I entered into with cancer survivorship, repeated trauma, and at last count, seven near death experiences. The character portrayed by Mr. Jeff Bridges in the movie "Fearless" is remarkably similar to my issues; but they are a quantum leap more complex and intense. I am grateful to Mr. Bridges and others who made that movie; most helpful. My personality is that of an INTP/INJP, at least that is what I think it is. Essentially it is two rare personalities wrapped into one. The Scientist/Artist, and the Natural Leader. Wow, have I had to deal with my arrogance in that last one; as well as understanding my impact on people. Well, back to my points as exampled from the movie; for me, it's really just a matter of psychic distance that my wounding produced, but the healing process is still the same, though more lengthy, and how I am doing that process is also backwards from how most people would do it. This backwardness really doesn't matter; this is just who I am. There are 360 degrees in a circle and thrice cubed as many ways to the Center of the Bubble, to God; everybody gets to the same place eventually regardless of the path they walk or how they walk it. However, I have seen Beings who refuse to learn and grow; then even on a Spiritual level they just start to move slower until they stop; eventually to disappear into the Voidness (the darkside of Time Spirit). I think they are teachers showing what happens by that beingness. Anyhow, most people work for decades to evolve and get from Here to There, usually from the base Chakra to the head Chakra; your Kundalini then snaps; Spirit and Soul are bonded; you have connected the Above and Below realms; and have thus saved your Soul. (It goes with you when you leave your Earthsuit.) Accomplishing one of the major life tasks. Then you can start to bring your light body to the planet if you want to. This process of so called Chakra development can occur many different ways unique to the persons spiritual needs, but the result is always the same. So far I have seen people do it one of four ways. In order of frequency they are the aforementioned Bottom Up, and Top Down (this is the way it occurred in me); then there is the rarer Heart Center out to the Above and the Below, or the reverse; both ends from the Above and Below into the Heart Center. The last two processes are particularly challenging; but not impossible. These people either have to much Heart and emotional involvement in their living, or have great fear of and desperate longing to be in the Heart, Home, Family. Imagine what it is like to be in that challenge and not leave. Coincidentally that Bottom Up Chakra developmental is in the planetary process, which is seen in the 4 Forces of Psychological (Psychoanalysis, Behaviorism, Humanism, and the Transpersonal); the development of the planetary history through the ages; the spiritual shaman prognosis stories, and of course any other system of knowledge. The planetary consciousness went from survival, through sexual expression, thus to power/abuse trips; and now we are coming to the Heart. After two thousand years, this is now ripening for us to deal with. Regardless of the process, the first four Chakras are a difficult and time consuming process to achieve, however once through the Heart the remaining three Chakras or gestalt go fast. Real fast. Well, back to me; a difficult subject to be sure. This backwardness of my I-am-ness (I was born this way) is coyote, trickster/healer energy. Though I accomplish a project the other way that other people would accomplish it, I always end up in the correct place. I frame a wall right too left; most others do it left to right. Maybe its dyslexia. However contrary to most people who want to think in a manner by getting here to there in linear steps; I mostly leap. I also mostly leap into a congruent place in a consistent manner. From this it seems that if Truth exists, then only so in the individual; as their truth. The knowledge that is on this planet is really, a knowing of a small area of ignorance, from a vaster realm of ignorance; that we have mearly labeled and systematized; while in the doing of this, it also tended to blind or limit us. In essence, that labeled systemization is a story we have made up to understand what has happened, per the level of our perception. As our perception changes, so our story changes. It is the human condition to make up stories to make sense of what is happening. This process, so far, is not stoppable. Even what I say to you is story. One example of many opposites, would be Red People's Spirituality, as soon as you talk about what is happening in spiritual matters; you take away from it. That is why the Red People have no real name for their Spirituality, it would become an Ism. If you stay in the Silence, you can follow the thought path and reach something of a deeper understanding in your being. Enjoy ! Anyhow, in my travels I have yet to see any Universal Truth(s); however I do see many consistencies and congruencies (which is mostly what I share with you) in what I like to call Nature or in the alternative use the 26 translations of Tao. It is in the getting to the heart of the matter that I have found as an aid to the accuracy of this process. Also had to learn diplomacy and the healing power of Silence (a Spiritual Entity, its' other side is the Listening; it only occurs when two sentient beings come together and communicate; like now). in sharing my visions. After I leap, I usually have to trace my way backwards in preparation to share it, which; as you know, I am good at. One possibility for me is that I am a Shaman to the White People. It appears that my whole life, from the outset, has been manifested to this. I understand both worlds between the physical and the psychic; as well as the bridge between them. I still have much to learn. The White people, unlike the other Peoples, haven't had a Shaman in a long time. I wonder how they will take to it ? Anyhow, for the last 18 years I have had to work hard and come a long way to be here with you. I feel delightful about it on the one hand; however I still prefer to stand in the Silence, listening to my Higher Power or looking into my place of visions. Someone once said that the path one takes to avoid the limelight, is the very path that one finds their destiny. That destiny will of course effect changes in my being and becoming; however I want you to know that I am committed to the relationship that I have developed with you over the years will not be corrupted by those changes. This I promise. My latest awareness to our planetary process is intriguing to me. Since my last letter, Air Spirit has settled back in; after Water Spirit went back to wait. I am sure you felt it. What I sense is that the flow of the planetary consciousness has started to curve. I am so jazzed about this. Even though it is just a beginning like with a toddler; this is also a walking in balance issue between the Binary Opposites. You know, taking energy out of the not so good side and putting it into the good side. (I use the word good, because it is the closest barter/balance word you have for God, so please don't take it as the one up/one down stuff.) In this part of the discussion it is more specific to the Masculine/Feminine energies as they have the strongest connection to the physical. The Above/Below; Spirit/Soul, Yin/Yang, Inner/Outer, Light/Dark are all One. What seems as chaos is just a reflection of your own level of development. Sometimes I see it like a tri-level chess game of life between the Ego and the Spirit and the Soul. However, the Soul has Coyote Energy, the Trickster/Healer; and it/he/she always wins. In this aforementioned dichotomy between the Masculine and the Feminine; the Male Energy mindset gets to places and accomplishes things, in a linear fashion but doesn't look around (in the unhealthy it is quite bullheaded), and when this mindset comes to a leap or a step in consciousness, the Masculine interprets the step as a wall, and usually crashes or just stops. Result: Governments or societies end. The Female Energy in the alternative has vision, rumination, and reflective thinking, can see the step, but just spins her wheels; try as she might, can't really make anything happen; and things stay the same, no matter how much they change. Sound familiar ? This is part of the reason I say: change or die. And why I urge you to honor the Female/Right Brain energies in the social consciousness. And millions of you are doing that now; as well as millions having recently gotten off of sex and blaming. This is a significant dip in the energy reservoir that used to feed into Tao and is subsequently tapped by those who use the Forces of Darkness for ill. Which in the System Theory application would cause the other side, the forces used for wellness, to have more effective results. This will become stronger as the Light grows stronger into the year. The remaining forces of darkness intentionally unfortunately are now going into emotional aggression energy; the next layer of the onion to the Corruption of Rome. So; again, there is good; as well as more rooting out work that arises. More on that later. Well, this purported curving in the planetary consciousness is the combination of Female and Male energies starting to come together. You dear people are starting to get it. With your personal transformative experience in understanding the last four letters I have sent to you; your consciousness has changed. Don't you feel more freedom, empowerment, and love than you did 7 months ago ? Some others are definitely more troubled. Also, at the same time, you get it in a deeper way the dilemma those who haven't read the letters are still in, or perhaps can not comprehend their depth right now. So . . . . as the curving, spiraling happens, like the dolphin mother wombing her child in the ocean, there is protection. And when the Heart Chakra step in consciousness comes, as we make progress on this; we will get over it, make the leap, move on. This Spiraling is seen in the path the Earth takes through Space-Time Spirit in it's orbiting, or the tail of the sperm cell (recall this biological carriers both male and female energies). A macro/micro 3-D version of the orgasmic footprint. I know this stuff is fitting tighter to you people. Allot of the Fundamentalists are starting to get it also. Just a caution to those who are understanding it, any attempts to use this knowledge for greed, will result in great hurt for you. (Ironically, it is never to you; magic how that works.) Incidentally for those who use the Forces of Darkness for ill, since this new change occurred; it's as if they have lost two cylinders in their V-8 engine of Armageddon. They are pissed and also amazed at the same time; didn't know transformations can work this way. I know that it is your personal strength in honoring the Listening to my speaking which has brought this about. Unknown to many, there are ringers in the Forces of Darkness camp, and are using the Forces of Darkness Energy from Nature to help manifest the development of the Heart Chakra, the Buddha/Christ consciousness. It's just trickster/healer stuff. You see magic or miracles are just Nature unimpeded, when you remove the Block that is impeding Nature from developing: then you step back and the magic happens. The Trickster/Healer;Coyote Energy, always efforts to move the Block. It might take you awhile to really get this, and make it work for you. Here is a hint. With the Forces of Dark and Light, again both are from Nature/God, and this is always neutral; Human Beings, the Children of God take from Tao and they are the ones who create Good or Ill. God is Love, and as Tao it lovingly holds energy and gives it Naturally in direct proportion to what is ask for; consciously of unconsciously. It is the Children of God who do the ill in their abuse of their creative powers; while the gentle guidance of trickster/healer is always about it. The more stubborn you are, the more powerful and painful the lesson you teach yourself. Well, with the Forces of Light and Dark, understand that you can not comprehend the Light, except by the Dark that holds it. If, in your arrogance, you stand in front of the Light, with your back to it, by being a Higher Power to People; saying this is wrong or that is bad; you just are seeing the outline of your own Shadow. If you want to see the Glory of the Light or stand closer to it, you must put your hand up and stand in the Container of the Shadow, the Dark. If the light gets really serious, like a nuclear explosion, you have to container in the Forces of Darkness in a big way by going underground. Your efforts in honoring the Right Brain/Female energies are most laudatory and are appreciated by me. It is helping us to walk in better balance, keep it up, good fortune follows. Can not stop the weather changes we have brought about by physical damage, but can mellow them out some. Trust this. It's a balance issue. In finishing this discussion I want to share with you the gifts and powers of the Four Peoples and their connection to the four horsemen. As you recall the first horse who is part man; was Earth Spirit, the second that we are in is Air Spirit, next is Water Spirit, then Fire Spirit. (I present it this way because there is such a strong pejorative to the Christian System of Knowledge in the twisting the Nicene council did around 300 AD, and you really are dealing with very smart horse sense; the Animal God.) While I use secular terms, please see it all as spiritual manifestations. Let your mind go and associate heuristically. I will go in order of the horses in their showing. The Red People have power over the Earth. It is no accident that the Tibetan Buddhist and Hopi use sand paintings, or that Navajo sounds like Mandarin. The Red People have the whole planet as their church. They must walk the land, go to high places, to be with God. When they find a fence, they are blocked from God. This hurts no differently then if you were blocked from God, to not be able to rest from the illness that kills itself. If you want to know how to heal the earth, and walk in balance, ask the Red People. To make any progress, mentally, spiritually, physically, you must push off something; so you must know your foundation; Earth Spirit. It/he/she lays the metaphorical pavement for the other horses to walk on. The Red People on the American and the Asian continents know more about me than I do. They have such a good foundation to stand on that they see a lot. The Black People have power over the Air. There is nothing like a Black man to speak a deception that is believable, and there is nothing like a Black woman to clear the Air; it's one of many Yin/Yangs. No blame here. The Black People have a power to speak into the Air, as well as other Air talents. To speak in the Listening that impacts and has to be attended to. Denzel Washington, Oprah Winfrey, James Earl Jones, Sachmo, Aesop. If you want to know how to do something with Air pollution, the Black People know. (By the way, all four cylinder trucks are a production pattern defect with smog control, been that way since 1980, still that way now. The auto companies with the nod and wink of the government is a slap in the face when it comes to cleaning this up. Like the weather, I have been after you for a long time on this stuff, and you have yet to take action. Still stripping forests. Ya, I know there are hugh tree farms with immature and weak wood. They are not forests. Forests are alive. No greed factor in Limbaugh's trees.) Anyhow, with Somalia, and how Air war didn't work, this is part of the reason. They also don't buy into the Christian myth that strongly; they are into other aspects of the forces of darkness, like Soul and stuff. When I saw how they desecrated my fellow braves, my blood screamed, and I was OK with taking on the karma in popping them. Mr. Clinton has my appreciation for his restraint and having the larger mind to find something more healthy to do with it while benefiting everyone. I hope the Somali's can grow from that. By the same reason, Air Power will work in Bosnia. Air Spirit, the Second Horseman is here now, look how Black People have been prosperous, or unfortunate. The Yellow People have power over Water. This is one of the reasons they can not be stopped in destroying the oceans or killing sea beings for greed. They are also the ones who can heal the oceans by themselves if need be; people tend to naturally cooperate with them on this. I wish they would take that spiritual power on. With China and the Oriental Mind and their zeitgeist orgasmic transcendent process; they control water, emotions, compassion. Sexual discipline is more of a Zen to them. They contain that energy well, when they do orgasm, they go places. Sometimes it is very messy, Tinamemen Square; the Cultural Revolution; they also make Buddhas with some alacrity and skill. Trust me when I say they won't miss the bus when the transformation to the Heart Chakra occurs. In their darkside they like to play with emotions to win in business and love. However, Water is most helpful to the quenching, strengthening, transformative shaping process of the spiritual oven we are in. The danger between Water and Fire is extinguishment; evaporation, or the power of steam can manifest; quite a combination, huh. The White people. The White People have the gift of Fire. We were the ones who developed the Nuclear Bomb. Have an addiction to petroleum products. Bring light, spiritual force to our being and becoming, to the world. Nothing like the White warrior in holding the spirit to overcome challenges. Now, to make Fire, so far; one has to have the Water, Air and Earth to create the cruciable and the Fire. And only Fire can take Earth and make metal in the alchemical process. There are strong parallels to metallurgy and mental-urgy. This spiritual gift we hold plays into the Christian pejorative or if revisioned, the growing into the Heart Chakra; your choice. There are other possibilities, however; all Peoples together, the team, like it or not will be a part of this; or you leave the planet; they are not my rules; I only say what I see. Having the gift of Fire also plays into arrogance and abuses easily. We abuse this Fire in the legal system on the planet. The legal system basically springs from a combination of two primitive structures in the human consciousness. One is violence, the other is greed. This ritual contest is no different from being in Caesar's arena. It's more of that one (thumb) up/ one (thumb) down stuff. It gets sicker the more you study it. Violence is rather immature. You can see it in 4 year olds in how they strike the air to attempt to hit someone when they are angry. The next ( more mature ? ) step is to put a rock in the hand and throw it. Later, wood was put to the rock, then gunpowder. Still; it remains that basic primitive behaviour. Today the size of the rock is subatomic and it travels at the speed of light. Just move that 4 year old arm, touch the button, crispy critters big time. Thank you for your work in making the world a safer place with nuclear weapons. I know it has been a tough struggle. Trust and safety issues. Hey, Stalinism and the Bomb was pretty scary stuff. And there were those who stridently sold the military cure in the main because it would fatten their pocket. Please take it in we don't want to rule the world; we just want peace, prosperity, for you and for me. The Greed part is that the legal system is organized for lawyers, and legal schools. If you go in to court poor, the Judges discriminate against you simply because you do not have the money to keep a lawyer employed and make the law schools profitable for their buddy teaching Judges. If the legal system were of the people and for the people, contributing to society instead of sucking from it, San Francisco massacres would never happen. So it is with three strikes your out. For the pathologicals, I say one strike and your out. Go to the island and live among people who speak your same language. Learn from that. The legal system is small minded and myopic. It is an institution where the value of hypocrisy is stressed more than equity. An arena of obfuscation, embellishment, and deception. We create a social cripple by isolating dysfunctional people, then do a so called punishment to teach them a "lesson," and when they don't get the lesson because they are emotionally crippled, we hit them harder. Teach them better. Killing is so bad, society is going to kill you in a homicide ritual. I still say: make a law to stop punishment in all educational endeavors. It only damages people; never helps the situation. There was a next door neighbor at my last residence who was yelling at a child who was having a hard time comprehending the 50 cents equals 2 quarters. The neighbor was increasing the decibel level of the verbal abuse as if it would increase the IQ of the child. She didn't know that when you are in your anger, the anger is running your life; not you. This dynamic; a lack of understanding, the pain of realization, associated with expulsion, is seen in the Garden of Eden so very long ago in our more primitive mindsets; and today in our healthy guilt. Basically we left the Feminine/Right Brain, and entered the Masculine/Left Brain. That part of the breakdown of the bicameral brain and the origin of consciousness. Now with the Heart Chakra connundrum before us, we are to change our path to reenter anew into the Garden, and know it again for the first time. It's another major life task; a social kundalini; this is what the planetary birthing process is about; and our conscious evolution. I say to you, as much as people holding the historic pain that Polly Klass or other teachers have awakened in themselves and want retribution, to visit a hurt back onto the perpetrator that was visited upon them; is useless. That action, even if successful, will never take their own pain away. At best, they will get a smug satisfaction that only contributes to bitterness or vanity. Only God and their own growth will free them of their pain and make the world a better place to live in. War creates war. Anger creates anger. Violence creates violence. What is the social plus to Mr. Davis's death at our hands. Retribution, teach fear to those who might "think" it. All your arguments are social negatives so far. We spend $40,000 a year to prison a human being. I could easily take that money and spend it more wisely on a human being by not sending them to prison, but to a Harvard school of recovery. I am not saying let them go. No, hold them in a healing environment, and they do not go until they get it. Are we really getting our moneys worth by paying a prison guard $60,000 a year when less than that will buy a therapist who can do something with this in a more holistic and contributive manner; or at least tell you the person is a pathological and rehabilitation is impossible in this life time. Getting rid of "them" is custodial parent alienation syndrome stuff, kicking them out of the family of man, even when they are acting like a Human Being. Remember if you have a mess in your face, you created it. I would kill a Bosnian to stop from killing Muslims, just as quick as I would kill Richard Davis to stop from killing Polly; if that is what I had to do. While the planetary consciousness has started to curve, we still have a string of crap behind us. As the spiral increases, the crap will be shaken off. Hope this is helpful. Alan B. Mac Farlane |
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