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From the desk of:
Alan B. Mac Farlane, M.A.
P.O. Box 9554
Santa Rosa, Ca 95405

1 Sept 1994

To: Mr. Gorbachev, Mr. Perot, Mr. Clinton, Mr. Mitterand, Mr. Murayama, Mr. Foley, Ms. Feinstein, Mr. Bouros-Ghali, Ms. Walters, Mr. Rather

Greetings Everyone:

I am doing something different this time with this letter. I am writing it during my 8th near death experience. This is mostly for me, bringing my 18 year earth developed consciousness into that bridge area between here and there. The dying process effects my life energy in different and new ways now. While I feel who it is that I am is pulling away from the world, with the aches, pains, nausea, and crap that attends that and the going into the Eternal Now, there is a sense of adventure in the Air for me in further exploring the process this time. In a while I will be spending 18 to 20 hours a day in bed with my body metabolism turned way down low. And my mind, who I am, is awake 24 hours a day, no REM activity for days, no dreams; but spending long amounts of your time periods in the Eternal Now, in my light body, on this planet, and also in the Crack in Time that is Time Spirit from a different perspective

I really am awake, but I have to put the body in bed, close its eyelids, because it doesnšt want to work anymore. Each near death experience in the past has been different for me, and escalative in experiential intensity, but I literally walk with the ghosts, spirits, hellbeings, human beings, other things, and those few conscious dream walkers. These are real people living with us, they have souls, they are evolved spirits by training. Some of them are paid to protect the various countries leaders, as they are patriotic citizens and it is a necessary job to keep other conscious dream walkers away, while that countries leader sleeps. (Yes, I am a conscious dream walker, when I am not in a near death state of being.) Only beings in there lights bodies are let in; or more rigorously stated to what happens; the conscious dream walker protectors canšt stop them, and light beings can do no harm. It is the nature of things.

Additionally, there are people who are evolved spirits, and just use their powers for greedy and stingy motives; to make money, have high position in society. They never contribute to anything except themselves. Eventually, they lose their beauty, their body, and when they die, it is as if they had never had a life. While not contributing to the illness that kills itself, they also do not contribute to the development of the evolution to the Heart Chakra. We have had contact with each other in the last week. They tried to stop my ability to project my energy into certain parts of the world. They almost lost their arms in the process (not from my consciousness, and they know it). So they gave me a spiritual phone call instead; wisely keeping their distance. (Those who use the Forces of Darkness for ill; learned about keeping their distance a long time ago) Interesting that they did not want to talk about me voluntarily stopping what I was doing, which I am amenable to; they wanted to know how it was that they were stopped in doing their power trip. They have until the next Crossroads in Time Spirit to do the work necessary in developing a more generous attitude in contributing to our conscious evolution. I put them in the same class of people who condone perpetration, but because of their exceptional talents I would rather the planet be unburdened by them, rather then help them stay while others row the boat. More circumspection on my part.

I have no word to what or where it is that all this walking happens other than the In-between World. A universe that is part of the U of the first word that was issued in the Beginning: AUM (Hung or OM) and is One. The U (you, or your Tree of Life) in the middle, that is between The Alpha, and the Omega. Others may use the words Bardo, Purgatory, Never Never Land; it's just a place.

Unlike my other past experiences where I have visited many places, in this one, so far, I just stay sitting or standing still in a mist realm about 200 miles above the planet, where the earth, sea, etc. are just big glorbs of misty color that move slowly. Lots of people and other things swirling and moving in the area that I see, about the distance to Mars (which is not an accurate way to state that, but it is the only way I can for now). I am getting a better understanding of the Air Uglies (that gave me so much trouble last time I did this, then they were dark gray, shadowy in color/texture). They seem to be energies of healthy or toxic guilt, held away from a person, by that person's anger. If this guilt is not integrated prior to death, "they" (which are just unintegrated aspects of you) come after you.

You see, guilt is what tells you that you have arrogantly and ignorantly violated a beings life path, or boundaries, by caretaking or abusing them. Then you become more humble, when you integrate this boundary issue and cease to be other's Higher Power. You are literally embracing your Air Uglies and they then disappear as you immediately grow. On an aside, people who are ignorant, are not dumb, in deed they are usually very smart; they just chose to ignore aspects of their being and becoming

There are other entities that can be called "evil" (not a good word to use, but I have to; it's just that I don't think evil exists), they are different than the Air Uglies, but made a way that is similar. Those who use the Forces of Darkness for ill, by ritual and meditation training, can create mental energy forces of anger from the Beast, that will do their bidding. For them, the down side is that they have to keep feeding the Beast while they ride it; if they donšt the Beast than eats them. I call them Black Uglies, the Air Uglies have the color of shark skin to me now. The Black Uglies (through their hosts) look at undeveloped Human Beings much like cows for slaughter. This is why some people want to do away with the Public School system; keep you from thinking, developing. And why there are unusual acts of violence and death; to keep you in your fear, clamoring for law and order; instead of the order of law that by its nature is based in Love.

The Black Uglies use your hardship to attempt at keeping you away from your spiritual path, avoid you changing and developing. Occasionally, this culling of the herd can be see at Jonestown, Waco, Rwanda, etc. (Rwanda is just a large scale Hatfield and McCoy feud, hard to feel sorry for the perpetrators) Those who were pissed after I popped the Vatican and two cylinders of their engine of Armageddon disappeared, now know that their days are numbered. They wanted the big harvest; can't get it now, so they are getting what they can and attempting to keep you in your fears while the getting is good. It really pisses them off big time when in the depths of your pain and sorrow, when all feels lost, and after all their hard work; you still turn to your Higher Power.

And then there are the Hell Beings. I have been down there several times. Each time, the Hell Beings seem to lock them selves up in their cells to keep me away from them. All the locks down there are always on the inside with the key always on a nearby peg; upper right to the door frame (I found out why later in my other near death experiences) They are not as cool as Angles (neat buddies to me, I like to refer to them as Light Beings), but they seem to work the same way. Hell Beings, I think, are Light Beings in a wrathful form and tend to "push" you through your denial by your emotional pain toward your spiritual development, while the Light Beings in a loving form, always "pull" you toward your development. This Push/Pull is always going on in people's lives. Along the way, wondrous gifts manifest. You can use these tantalizing gifts of course; however, my advise is to focus, always focus, on your spiritual path; regardless of the power or quality of the gifts, or the depths of your emotional hardships.

O.K. the issues I would like to talk to you about are three fold: Time Spirit, Unified Field Theory and the Transcendent Process. This letter I intend to make significant enough to move the world, to turn the wheel of dharma again and take out another 2 cylinders from that V-8 engine of Armageddon; but not the same way when you came to see the Beast--666 for what it is. That was more of a jerk to the wheel of dharma; it literally shook the world. This will be a gradual turning of the wheel; starting now, through to next fall. This time period, the two (and potentially three) harvest sides of April 23, 1995 portend to be of amazing possibilities. I intend, with your help, to take advantage of that. If we do it right there will be a third spiritual harvest during the period of darkness when the Montana Red Winter Wheat comes in; best in the world. The people who get what I say here during this time period of purification, will be people of great strength. Not only is this the "hump" time, between the four horsemen; Spring of 95 will show the dawning of a new consciousness on this planet.

But first, I want to explore more of the manner in which I talk to you. That first page is a good example of part of that manner and it is what I purport to be a language that is straightened from the one up/one down stuff. Or at least my best attempt to speak from the place of God, that is non-duality; using your words that are full of dualities. Also my leaving hints, allegations, and things left unsaid; beside and beyond the fact for circumspection to those who use the information here for ill and hobbling the planetary transformation; is primarily to get you to think, and question your personal Ism.

I myself, have the same suffering. I acknowledge my Alanism, and I also acknowledge that I reject it along with all other Isms (there is always something that I am missing and have to diligently look for). Which in part, is why I include me in the letter. I am effected/affected by the four horses/ spirits like you are and it makes it easier for me not to become your Higher Power; which I refuse to do. You see if your mindset is that of a fascists, you will take any system of thinking and be a fascist. A Buddhist Nazi, a Christian Fundamentalist, a Muslin Fundamentalist, a Spiritual Fascist, a Feminist Nazi; a Republican Limbaugh is Right Fascist. If your mindset is that of love, you will take any system of thinking, and be a person who loves. As a student of Spirituality, you study, honor, deeply respect, and summarily reject all the Ism's; especially your own Ism. God is not a hypocrite, and God doesn't make junk. Each religion is a facet of the diamond that is God/Nature/Tao. Eventually, you, through study and lived experience, can grasp the beauty that is the diamond. The flaws in the diamond are the illusions of the human mind and do not exist in the diamond. Very exciting as well as very fascinating.

Before I go into the subject matters mentioned above, I have to preamble it with a statement about this thing we call life, nature, subjectivity, consciousness; because it is from here, that what out there happens, and what we think we see and live though. On a long aside. Please be open to the possibility that there is no objectivity, it is a self created, survival based mental structure, for living with the dualities we see in Nature. Particularly in dealing with that duality which is called life/death; objectivity is not out there. It really doesnšt exist. Never did. (and yes if you pinch me it really hurts, and if a tree falls there is a crash) And I find myself hardly wanting to talk about it, to me it is a subject matter of no importance. This other stuff that I want to get into with you, is far more important. I will do what I can to remember to show you why later; perhaps in my next letter. (I just noticed an attitude shift here; this is my dying talking. When life becomes precious, wasting your time with it tends to be taken personally)

But, letšs get into it, shall we. The intention here, is for you to go through a gentle personal transformation with this letter by getting off the one up/one down stuff. You guys wanted more, I want to give it to you. By the time the Winter Wheat comes in, this letter will likely be reaching 100 million people (heck, this may be the case now; I always underestimate my impact on people). By the next harvest, if we can do it, reach 800 million; 1200 million is way better. That higher number (100 million for each totem/zodiac/disciple sign) of people engaged in their personal transformation, in regards to my proposal in this letter, will make it impossible for those who use the Forces of Tao for ill to put back one of the two cylinders we are going to take away. After that, just one more cylinder and the engine of Armageddon will no longer run. Only have 3 cylinders then, and that is the number of life; of physical to light transformation: not death. Father/Mother/Child; Spirit/Soul/Ego; Above/Below/In-between, AUM. O.K., ya got it. Oh, by the way; if this letter arrives in your life and you are new to the process; you are able to accomplish the work.

In the discussion that follows please visualize an overlay of time lines and pulses at the same time you visualize the evolution of consciousness up the chakras. No one knows when the evolution to the Christ/Buddha/Heart consciousness will arrive, least of all me. I just felt you people wanting to know more stuff like "Why April 23rd" ? What is the method to the system of things that I see and report to you about. These statements are descriptions of the orgasmic footprints in time spirit, that which I see and report to you in a manner similar to how Red People will read sign in the wilderness. We will do the easy stuff first, the psycho/social prognosis, then do more of a survey of our cosmic origins and the legacy from our evolutionary past. Always remember that the mind cuts two ways. The Beast is the darkside of the Animal/God. Transformation into death or in to life, are two sides of the same coin. God is neutral; life or death, this is our doing. You are already grounded, (from my previous letters) in the last 100 years being recapped in this last decade of this century with some focusing of different issues like sex and spirituality. Then there is the last 2000 years of psychological evolution being reevaluated and rethought; as well as the raising in love toward the Heart Chakra. And of course, the aspects of when a government makes an enemy of its citizens, the biblical generation transformation of the end of a tyrant. (Russia started that in 1916, and stopped it with glastnost in the late 1980šs, as an example.) There also is a inner/outer psychophysiology connection between the number of brain cells and the number of population on the planet. Again these are just variants of the Above/Below and reflective of us living in the third dimension, the third planet from the sun. You see, the planet achieved consciousness around 3.5 to 4 billion people (the number of coherent brain cells needed to support the breath of life (chi/prana) in a newborn) As the population grows in number, we as a society grow in our spiritual maturation. Psychic ability increasing, diseases increasing, et cetera increasing till our 8 billion brain cells as an individual match to 8 billion people collectively. More than 8 billion people on the planet is not good. Here in the US of A, when you have more then 8 billion brain cells, we call it brain cancer. Overall, and simply said, on the spiritual level, there is this 3,000 year avalanche of dysfunctional psychology passed from parent to child, and it is up to our biblical generation that this avalanche stops. No more, will it move into the next generation. That is our task. (It started in ancient Babylon, where people in power hunted people for sport, the thrill of it; as well as the grasping for power with out wisdom. It was the Corruption of Rome that took it to a high art. Today there are those who do it with snuff films) Oh; almost forgot. This stuff just happened to start on 4/23 and I felt it, so I reported it to you. 4 for the different peoples, their gift/powers, the 4 horses, etc. and the 23rd equals 5; the number of humanity. It is not arbitrary; only God knows when this will start, move, transpire, or come to a conclusion. We do however affect/effect each other. Now on to the harder stuff. Our cosmic origin and our legacy. O.K. Visualize the line that is Time Spirit, and is the metaphorical edge of the bubble, where all that you see, the Universe we live in; just is. Now step back from that line, make it straight and linear, and dive into the end. A space as precise as the blink of an eye; a pulse of time that is a pulsing of God and of Humanity. This is the Eternal Now, the Crack in Time. To your right, at hand, are all futures; to your left, at hand, are all pasts; where you are, is Infinitely Deep. It is NOW, with no pasts or futures. (Recall that Time Spirit is One with God, and we are the ones who move through time.) Here in the Eternal Now, you stop moving through time, and just become one with it. This is you and you are immortal. Spirit and Soul do not measure Time; they only measure, if at all, by the lessons learned. When you are immortal; what's to measure. When you think that you are mortal (which is easy to do in an earthsuit), and life is finite, measuring can become an obsession/compulsion. It's a variation of the one up/one down stuff. This is important to understand. Anyhow, it is from this understanding from Time/Space Spirit that the Unified Field Theory will arise. You see, Hydrogen like Electricity is also one with God, after all it is the first element; and is the least understood and most recently discovered Force. All other elements are born from Hydrogen. They grow and are stable despite the strength of their electricity. The man made elements, decay until they go back to their highest stable element placement in Nature. However, like the manmade elements, this building of elements, continued into organic life; where life feeds on death. Or for living entities like Human Beings, for example, need to consume stable and unstable elements to continue in their being and becoming; because they are unstable, at least for now. It all comes from the Source, we just have to take it by these necessary steps for now. As we evolve this will change as we evolve into the next higher and more stable form. Perhaps you have noticed, that certain foods are uncomfortable (even to the point of violently expelling them in rejection) to you now; where in the past you liked and wanted them. Who you were then, needed it; who you are now; doesn't. If you just listen to your body and trust it's wisdom, this process goes faster. But, I am jumping around; back to the work. When the four peoples arrived spiritually here in your distant past, they came in a certain manner (carried by one of the Four Horses) unique to their "personality", and relative to the gift/powers they have. This manner, is now echoed with the return of the Four Horse's; in direct regards to the people in question, but now, in different ways also affects, all peoples (individually and collectively) relative to the level of their health. First came the Red People, Earth Spirit brought them as the basis for the Below realms in preparation for the binary opposites. They are so grounded, and so good at their gift, they just nailed right in. In deed, some parts of the Red People "got it" so solidly that they evolved and have left the planet a long time ago, in a manner that is ahead of us to do. Likewise, when the first Horseman returned some 6 years ago in starting this stuff, they didn't have any problems in the main, back then or will have in the future, for that matter. It was the other peoples, particularly those who have the gift of Fire, that had a hard time back then. I used that energy to help move George Bush out of office. Like Pete Wilson, or Rush Limbaugh they are thieves. They steal my ideas/concepts and pass them off as their own. You will notice that Bill Clinton will not steal; he is an evolved Soul; as well as a Keystone Healer. (this doesn't make him or me perfect people, we are just who we are; nothing else, struggling with our trestess just like you do) There are certain individuals, some in public positions, that are like this. Candy Crowley, Lynn Vaughn, Karin Maginnis, Connie Chung, Tom Hanks, and others are also in this genre. I have been working with some of them (and they know it) in another vehicle (no we have never met; and no I will not tell you the whys and wherefors. They do have a private life and this must be honored.) I just wish to put this out, that they need your love and protective energy. Support them in their life decisions; what they do or do not do is between them and their Higher Power. They were asked to come back to this planet and they agreed to do so; though they did not have to. As a Keystone Healer, they have to do much harder work in moving though their healing than other people do; for as they heal, millions or tens of millions of others go also (depends on how large a Keystone Healer they are). It really sucks, because of their spiritual sensitivity. I understand this, for something like them, as my healing and spiritual development goes, billions go also. God, the crap I (or them) have to move. At times in my past I just wanted to quit. Who needs this. Then I remember the vows I took before this lifetime. You see, not only do I work with healing people, I heal planets. It's my job. That is why I am here. Additionally, I learned a long time ago that I can no longer do my spiritual development alone; that development now comes in my helping others with their development. Second came Air Spirit bringing in the Black People. They just bounced right off and as a conscious species died. Then they came in again; having thus learned their grounding. They brought with them the Above realms and the first of the binary opposites came into being as well as the breath of life. My mom, who works with battered partners, told me that over the past two years (after Air Spirit arrived) that domestic violence among the Black People in this nation has risen 1,200%. Don't know if that is true, just heard about it. Also, as individuals, this is part of their work. When confronted with their stuff, they first just want to bounce off; then they start to get their grounding and make good progress. The OJ Simpson case is a large living example of this in how this is effecting the Black People (and everyone else) in their recovery and healing. Third came Water Sprit bringing in the Yellow People. They died out three times, before getting it right, in learning the mastery of transformation and stability in the three forms of their gift/power, water as a solid, liquid, gas. It was the fourth time that they landed, that they stayed and grew; when they got their grounding. When Water Spirit arrives next year, in a similar manner, the Yellow People will grow. Of course, since they have a measure of warning, this can alert them to avoid much possible damage; if they chose to hear and do the work that is necessary. They brought with them the moving life force of Tao, that which connects all living things. Love. It rests right above your grounding and with your grounding; and just under your breath of life. Fourth came Fire Spirit with the White People. They died out six times, before they learned how fragile their grounding is and how to take care of it. Understand that fire has a tendency to weaken earth, the container that holds fire. The seventh (the number of completion, chakras, and god) time they came in, they finally learned that their grounding (which we are still doing) comes with the steady, consistent, gentle, pounding if you will, of themselves (usually have to hear the same message again and again; different ways). They bought with them, the fire that brings vision, life, growth, warmth, light, transformation and the orgasmic pulse (cycles of things). When Fire Spirit returns, some four years hence; this is what will have to be remastered for the White people, as well as the world population. If not remastered, likely to see an increase in spontaneous human combustion. The potential for conflicts in the area of the muslin nations (who are white people) increases seven fold, mainly because of their hangups on sex. Remember that sex is life; controlling sex is death. God do they have a big one up/one down issue around sex that they have to get off of. Hope they do it in time. On an aside, with those who hold the gift of Fire, when Water Spirit arrives; if they do not have their container in good order, you will see water putting out peoples fire. Or if you do have a good container but no venting; you will see explosions in people. If you are walking in balance, your spiritual growth and powers will zoom, like that of steam locomotive. Additionally, the horses do not leave. They stay so that the carriage, the vehicle, when it arrives after the horses, can be moved and driven. It is our ability, collectively, individually, in training ourselves and the powers we have during these times that we then, will drive the vehicle and ourselves over the step in consciousness. This is why I say all peoples will do this together or you leave the planet. I hope that this makes sense to you. If not, give it time; we can always further our discussions. Another orgasmic pulse issue related to this in the time line is that the planetary consciousness has started its recovery process. This started with my letter of Aug 9, 1993 where I connected the illness that kills itself with the Beast 666. We will continue on this recovery process through the next two Horses (Water and Fire Spirit). At the end of that time, this will put us in the 7th to 8th year of planetary recovery. In that 8th year, all the issues that have evolved and we have dealt with, for the then, previous 7 years, will be recapitulated in that one year. So, this is a heavyweight year just after the last horse finishes itšs training in preparation for us to drive the vehicle that the horses pull in making the leap in consciousness. When exactly is that leap in consciousness; God only knows, not I. There is a possibility of other stuff happening in the cycles of things after that and prior to the leap in consciousness into and beyond the Heart Chakra; but that is further away than my vision will see right now. As we come closer, I will see better. Now, I just know more; thanks to the Tibetan Buddhist removing the veils from this knowledge that I am sharing with you. For now, and with the outstanding purpose of this letter still to be addressed, I will close with this proposal. Months ago, tens of millions of you got off of blaming (cleaning up the first/survival chakra with the attending primitive mindset) Along with that you got off of sex, the second chakra. Now for the third Chakra, I request that 1200 million of you get off of the one up/one down stuff so that will take out the other two cylinders from the engine of Armageddon. The slow turning of the wheel of darma. The best way to do it is to hang out with people who have done it. (It also is a primitive mindset.) Most members of the California Highway Patrol, by training are off of it. Commissioner Hannigan in letting the power of his office be used by his children shows that he has yet to get off of sex, as well as understanding issues of the heart. You have to clean up step 1 and 2 before you can really get 3 and move on to 4. 1200 million is not that tough. For those who already hold the Oriental Mindset, the whole French population; and some others, this is not really a leap in consciousness; itšs more like a playful skip. You see with the bottom three chakras, you have to get off of stuff. The top three, you have to get on to stuff. With the heart it is a combination of the two. (I will save that for the next letter) An example of the one up/one down stuff is that I have to save you, making me a hero. If I donšt, I am a sleaze bucket of a guy. Talking down to people. Pushing, abusing people to do things they are not ready to do. Or doing things for them that they have to do for themselves. Saying that is a stupid thing, or me saying to myself that I am a bad person because I made a mistake. It goes on. The best way, as I said, is to get it from someone who is off of it. You have to hear and feel it; it is rarely to the eye. It is slick and insidious. When you get off of the one up/one down roller coaster; much like a potted plant that doesnšt grow well when it is always moved, your spiritual development will just zoom big time. On the down side, you will not be available for con jobs. This will piss off every government, religious, criminal, and advertising institution on this planet. For example, the Vatican has noticed that many Italians are leaving the church. The Vatican cares not for your spiritual development; they moan the loss of funds to their bank. You piss them off, they go to hard angry tactics. They try to get you to ride the one up/one down stuff (buy this and your dog will love you; come to my church or go to hell, my Ism is right, you get to be right also). When you do not participate in the one up/one down stuff, it gets real hard to con you. They can not sell you, so they attack you. Or if you force them to be civil, they are then left talking with you in the manner that I talk to you. You see, the merit of this proposal is self-evident. I only remind you of stuff you already know. If their proposal has no merit because of the corruption of rome; you know it. What you do, is now between you and your Higher Power. I hope this is helpful. My warmest regards, Alan B. Mac Farlane P.S. As an example of how the US of A is still fighting the Civil War are these last two bills in Congress about Crime and Health. If it was white people that looked like Russ Limbaugh who were being shot or were without medical care, like FDR did in the 30šs with white people; there would be work projects, shelter projects, food programs, prevention efforts. You name it would be passed in a hot New York second. Because it involves people who are poor, non-white liberal living sexual people (the gay AIDS); no its dicked around with. It isnšt about the NRA, just simple prejudice. The NRA comes in because of fear and their compulsion to fight a civil war. They are inaccurate in their reasoning, and want to beat you in to their style of reasoning; or kill you off. The Corruption of Rome.